When I asked Wallace
Stevens permission to reprint poems
he published in the Advocate,
he acceded with a note
that set me thinking: “Some
of one’s early things give one the creeps.”
Later I went up to him
at a brunch before The Game, where
he stood with friends
I deferred to the poet;
the businessman blushed and muttered.
I asked if he could stay
in town through Monday; the Advocate
was giving a party
for Mr. Eliot—“or maybe
for you both?” “Shit,” he said,
“fuck. Got to get back to the office.”
*
Mr. Eliot at
sixty-three—Nobel Laureate and Czar—
kindly suggested
that I drop by his office at Faber’s
in London on my way
to Oxford. In dazed preparation,
I daydreamed agendas
for our conversation. At his desk,
the old poet spoke
quietly of “the poetic drama,”
and “our literary
generations,” as if I had one.
After an hour, he scraped
his chair back. I leapt up, and he leaned
in the doorway
to improvise a parting word. “Let me see,”
he said. “Forty years
ago I went from Harvard to Oxford,
now you from Harvard
to Oxford. What advice may I give you?”
He paused the exact
comedian’s millisecond as I
reflected on the moment,
and then with his lilting
English melody inquired:
“Have you any long underwear?”
*
Thomas was thirty-eight,
rumpled and fat, when I slept over
at the Boat House after
swilling through Laugharne’s pubs. As we sat
drinking one last
Whitbread’s, I changed the subject to poetry.
It was clear that his poems
depressed him. He knew what he’d done,
what he hadn’t done,
and that he was done for. As I chatted
about critics,
I laughed at someone who pontificated
in a quarterly about
“The Death Wish in Dylan Thomas.”
Young and careless, I asked,
“Who wants to die?” Behind his heavy
lids, Dylan said that he did.
“Why?” I asked him. “Oh, for the change.”
*
Edwin and Willa Muir
translated Kafka, working in Prague
for the British Council.
Edwin reviewed novels for the Times,
did talks for the BBC,
and advised a small publisher.
They lived by their wits
as Edwin made poems. When I met them,
they were sixty-odd,
tender and generous. I asked Willa
how it was to be old
and she said it was “surprisingly
good … except that one
will need to close the eyes of the other.”
*
I had taught for six months
when Robert Graves came to Ann Arbor.
“The name is Robert,”
he told me at the Union when I tried
formal address.
Ashamed to be a professor, I told him
I envied the way
he wrote prose for a living. He asked me,
“Have you ever tried?”
As we finished our coffee and ice cream
in the ratty student
cellar, I asked, “But how do you write
so much?” Graves published
three books a year—poems, novels, pieces
for Punch, crank
anthropology—while I dozed through my twenties.
Robert Graves never lacked
an answer: “The twenty-minute nap.”
When I protested,
he repeated, “The twenty-minute nap.”
*
After dinner at Crispi’s
We drove around Rome. “There’s the scene—
of the crime,” he said
as we passed a building, in the accent
or melody that sounded
like W. C. Fields. “Where you broadcast
the talks?” “Where I gave ’em—
the scripts.” When he couldn’t remember
the way to Hadrian’s
Tomb, he sank back in a diffident woe.
But when, with his yellow
Confucian scarf slung on his shoulders,
he bought gelati
and we strolled a piazza together,
old Ezra Pound cocked
his lionish head like a gallantman
captain of mercenaries
hired by Sforza.
Answering
my knock the first day
I arrived from Thaxted, he addressed me
in small bursts like sporadic
gunfire: “Mr. Hall—you have come
—all the way—from England—
and you find me—nothing but fragments.”
*
At his last Ann Arbor
reading—at the age of eighty-eight,
months before he died—Robert
Frost nodded, smiled, waved, and trembled
while two thousand people
stood applauding. Drinking Seven-Up
afterward, he told us
Ezra Pound was effeminate,
Yeats talked bunkum,
and Roethke was jealous of other poets.
When he shuffled
from greenroom to limo, a crowd of students
gathered to catch
sight of him. He V’d his arms like Eisenhower
and told them, “Remember me.”
In the back of the Cadillac,
Frost shook his head:
“To think that I wanted only to lodge four
lines somewhere, to stick . . . !”
While I watched, his face—full of victory—
reversed suddenly
to guilty sorrow: “But we were so poor.”