The solitary bird
by Giacomo Leopardi

From the top of the old tower,
Solitary bird, you go on singing
To the countryside until the day dies;
And your song drifts through the valley.
Spring everywhere
Shines in the air and exults in the fields,
And seeing it disarms the heart.
You hear flocks bleating, herds lowing;
Happy, the other birds play together,
Ceaselessly turning in the cloudless sky,
Celebrating this gladdest of seasons:
You sit apart, pensive, watching it all;
No companions, no flights,
No show of joy, you shun their games;
You sing, and singing spend
The year’s and your life’s finest flower.

Oh, how like your dark plumage
Is mine! Gaiety and laughter,
Sweet companions of our earliest days,
And you, love, youth’s first cousin,
And the bitter sighing that ensues
I care for not at all, I don’t know why;
From them I all but run away;
A hermit just about; and strange
To my native place, and so
The springtime of my life goes by.
This day, already drawing to a close,
Is a feast day in the village.
You can hear a bell ring in the calm sky,
You can hear guns crackle
From farm to distant farm.
Dressed for the fête, the young people
Pour from their houses
And jostle in the streets
To see and be seen; and their hearts rejoice.
I alone, venturing out
In this remote part of the countryside,
Put off till tomorrow
Every joy, every game: and yet the sun
That’s setting in the far hills, declining
After this blue day, wounds these eyes
Still lost in the clearness,
And seems to say
That youth’s blissful day is also fading.

You, solitary little bird,
Come to the evening of the life
The stars accord you, you will not complain
Of your life; your every whim
Is the product of your nature.
But I, if I cannot avoid
Age’s loathed threshold,
When these eyes in other hearts don’t echo
And the world seems empty to them,
And the days ahead
Darker and drearier than the present,
How will my solitude appear to me?
What of these years of mine? What of myself?
Oh, I will repent, and often,
Disconsolate, I shall look back.

—translated from the Italian by Beverley Bie Brahic