A first “I love you” still implies the start
Of serious, but we moderns also have
Recourse to a preliminary move;
One you made (and took a chance in making,
Though I can imagine a chancier undertaking)
In ending so early a text to me with a heart.
The risk? That doing so could raise some doubts.
How to deal with this emoticon?
Would reciprocating cross a Rubicon?
What if there was insufficient cause?
Questions I allowed to give me pause
For fully a millisecond or thereabouts.
The term I instantly attached to it
Was “undefendedness”; attached by way
Of saying you were willing to display
A marked partiality for me
And do it so, well, undefendedly.
(A willingness of which the roseate
Heart that closed a text had proved a sign.)
Here was what I soonest loved in you
(All right, not soonest; right behind the blue
Diamonds of your eyes) . . . loved not the least,
This quality of heart, for having loosed
A comparable quality in mine.
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Early days
This article originally appeared in The New Criterion, Volume 43 Number 2, on page 38
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